In February 14,2009. Year of the Ox. 

     morning drizzle the ground floor of a point, no, I dependent on time and put the dog awakened me. Used to bring them to walk for two hours, on weekends, so not it fine? Today is the twenty first lunar month, has been the end of the year, it seems better life a good slow slow; firecrackers and fireworks are let other people watch, and daffodils have already shown the way to low, and so quietly on the side away from my past a; a few days ago bought a packet of glutinous rice balls, not even at the Lantern Festival night cook and eat, on the afternoon and a bowl of boiledtogether, and add two eggs, Taste tempting.

      Evening give her a call, then did not ring for a long time, some; yesterday to her telephone, it is shutdown. Health can not help their own gas to. Yesterday was a special day, she should know. How a phone call not, a message has not? 

     watched the film "Day the Earth Stood Still", the story of far-fetched, artificial, no worth. 22:00, balcony looking at the clouds give the sky the city lights shine bright too unpredictable, sporadic someone near the fireworks, as the voice ofBehind spark Down, My heart is calm, such as water, did not float to the surface the slightest ripple. Special day, yesterday and today, I still think of those who are already disappearing candle and cake, those who are already disappearing of roses and chocolate, those tears, those smiles, those lies and promises.

      Must drink to drink, starting down the stairs, turned and closed the door that juncture, faintly bitter pan up and almost put the key lock to the room. Coliseum, Jay Chou is howling, are cars and people around, hawkers peddling happily star photos and light sticks; Prince did not place bars, Chicago bars have no place; do not understand is why they come to drink, they do not seem to realize my own how will be the same here; chaos. Anyway, are people,odd-odd strange. Find a seat when two women invited me to drink, more ugly, and I smiled to leave frowning. I know that I add another QQ group now has more than twenty beautiful young handsome Prince Bar at meetings, I did not admixture of the past. Continue to return to Chicago, in the kitchen and add a window seat, a bottle of, a dish of peanuts.

     Very loud heavy music, "No lover's Valentine's Day," "Happy Valentine's Day"; DJ version, a cappella version of, rotation of players; a girl away, linked arm of a foreigner; another girl gone, she linked a short part of the bald; I continue to smile, calm water. That table across from three heavy makeup woman, mad to smoke, like tobacco is a Man's soothing, misty醉眼; air perfunctoriness the ambiguous color.

     1:00, go home, take a bath, open the computer, read the diary of all this, this day, so have passed on. 

 Venus.